2023年8月19日土曜日

aking confession @

 god i find it difficult to be a normal person. i find it difficult to be a proper person. i find it difficult to be a real person. i find it difficult to be put-together. i find it difficult to be perfect.

i find it difficult to be perfect. i find it difficult to be perfect because i can't show my best side at will. i find it difficult to be perfect because i can't give a show. i can't give a big round of applause. i can't wow anyone. i can't make a big applause and make a big audience. i can't make a big show and a big song and a big roar and a big speech and a big shout and a big declaration.

i just keep things to myself. i keep my life in a bottle. i drink the contents. i just move on.

bakit tumblr is an online hangout just for yourself nga...but google is really an account given by the united nations. google is all the requirements you need to fulfill for the government.

but if i'm really the one with all the school requirements, you might be wrong. maybe i can really tell you how much work or how much money is needed. but i do not know the school requiremenets.

if i'm going to guess what are the school requirements. you might call it lost in the ether or lost in time. school requirements huh? maybe you're not kidding. maybe all i ask from school is to get a good night's rest and settle my confusing thoughts and gaps in knowledge.

if i'm going to guess what are the requirements for school, i'm just guessing that it's something that's scored with points and really tells you the things you need.....

kunyari meron akong goodnightjournal ---- yan ang tinawag kong school ko. the points are scored in avocados and number of journal entries. there are bible prompts for prayer here also and prompts for happiness meditation. ...........bakit school na nga ang tawag ko dito...........yan talaga yung mga kailangan ng sarili ko para ganahan mag-aral.



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